20th March 2011 - midnite
I got a call from my best fren telling me he decided to quit the job.
That was the most horrible to receive during the middle of the night which is worse than a nightmare.
At that moment I am juz at a loss of words. I juz cant control my tears.
Till now I still do not know what is the actual reason for you to leave.
Kyun? Kyun? Kyun?
But doubt u are going to tell me. Each time the tot of you leavin juz pain me.
Our partnership at work had been doing well. We do not have disputes and disagreements at all times. All problems and issues were able to resolve with peace.
You had been a good fren on business or personal. Each time I have any problems, u will be there to help. Even not able to resolve, your moral support is still there. We have gone through a lot of stress and pressure on work. Actually I felt yours is greater than mine.
We speak alot outside work too. Your family, hobbies, interests etc... At times when u started something u love, you will juz carry on and on. Though there are certain things I may not understand, but I will just listen cos we can learn a lot of things through your experience.
But now, u will be leaving the job soon. I tried to stop you from resigning but suppose not hopeful and not able to supersede yr family's decision. I m juz going to lose a good fren and listener to my problems. I have no one else to turn to anymore. Not sure I able to work with the new manager.
In barely a few days to come, I am not able to talk to you in office, on i-connect.
My dear fren, your team is going to lose a good team manager, a good boss.
I m going to lose a good partner, a good soulmate, close-heart fren.
Although modern technology is so advance and we can still 'meet' on facebook, but the feeling is still not the same as much as a phone contact. Well, probably that is the best choice available.
May I be able to see u again? Pray hard I do.
Really hope you will keep your promise to come Singapore at the end of the year. Then we should be able to catch up and fill up the missing part after yr departure.
Mera dost, from now till then, apna khayaal rakhiye.
Aap mujhe pasand ho. Mujhe tumse pyar hai.
Dil kee gaharaeon see.
Mujhe tum bahut yaad aate ho.
Fir miltne hain.