Update

2 months had gone by since my last update. Any other reasons - too busy.

Actually since back from Pune, time had always not enough.
After the last payables had gone off, I am almost on my own.

Anytime anything that needs urgent attention, naturally it will come to me.
Life was back to before except that I no longer have helping hands.

Any prioties - Jenny pls
When issues not resolved - Jenny pls
Things not right - Jenny pls

OMG it just went on and on and on.

Apart from that, had been troubled recently.
I just not able to get into sleep early.
The earliest probably after 3am and even as 'early' as 5am.
Lots of things weighing on mind and cant put it to rest.
No friends to speak to, nobody to turn to, no shoulder to lean on, no hand to hold on.
I am basically on my own.
Even there is someone that I can, I not able to.

Well, will just keep it deeply buried into the bottom and hope one day this will go off.

Sad thing...