Rabbit year

CNY had come to an end today-17 Feb 2011.
Ms rabbit will still stay around for the next 11½ months.
This lunar new year had not been a fantastic one though we have more days to spend with and I had actually extend 2 more days.
But the mood is not there. I simply cant raise it to enjoy the entire off that I have.
What is bothering me? Only me and myself is fully aware.
Why is it so bad? Only me and myself will fully understand.
How is it going to be resolved? Only me and myself can fully know is quite difficult.
Too much things that I had never faced it before.
Too much stress that I had never expect it before.
Too much problems that I had never know how to solve it.
Too much trouble that I had never ever how to pull through.
I really wanna run away - from home, from city, from stress, from trouble, from problems.
I really wanna someone to be with - comfort me, console me, accompany me, protect me.
Will there be such a place to go?
Will there be such a person to stay?
So my NY and CNY resolution - try to find a nice place to let me enjoy the peacefulness and also get a good travel companion to walk the journey.
Hey let my dream and wish come true!!!